If You Don't Go Then I'm Not Sorry

If you don’t go then I’m not sorry

I’ve been waiting for you but

It’s all going to fall apart still

I tell myself it’s all going to be different

This time, I won’t be myself

Maybe I shouldn’t listen to myself

The lies that just keep coming

But not to you, to you I’ll tell the truth

That’s a lie.

If you don’t go then I’m not sorry

Because you had your chance

The universe didn’t need this

Didn’t need our meeting to feel complete

And neither do I

Because I’m over here
     Over you
          Over them all

Not feeling sorry

For all the lies I’m about to tell you

When all I want

Is for you to know the truth about me.

If you don’t go then I’m not sorry

And if you stay we’re both doing this

We didn’t have to, we agree?